love thoughts…

There’s been a thought in my head for the last 8 months.

It’s sat in my head stirring, wondering, deciding. 

When will this thought escape from my lips? When will its words be said?

It starts by thinking of you. 

First it’s just how blue your eyes are and then the feeling of your hair in my hands. I think about how long I’ve known you and how much I’ve loved every moment. 

I’ll think about how you’ve changed my life with kindness and patience. How you’ll sit with me as I cry for the third time that day. 

How I’ve never craved or needed anybody elses touch and hugs the way I do with you.

We laugh and have so much fun. It amazes me. I’ve spent almost every day with you for almost a year and I’m still not sick of you nor you sick of me. There are still things we have to learn about each other and things to experience together. It’s so funny how my thoughts and wants have changed all because I suddenly want to experience every single thing there is to be experienced with you. I want to fill my mind with pictures and memories of you until I can remember every long eyelash I’m jealous of. 

The memories we share have been so amazing. So full of love and excitement. Going to random restaurants or places in the city or eating pizza in the canyon just for the hell of it. We have places we hold dear to our hearts because we were there together. That’s all I could ever want. To be together. You give me motivation to really live my life and do new things. Suddenly I’ve gone to so many new places because of you. Tase, Doki DOki, Eva’s, Platinum, DI, Platoscloset, that one ice cream place, Randy’s records, GRID, east moon, etc. So many places and there’s even more. I want to keep being with you and trying new places.

You help me feel like I can do anything. Your love is a comfort I treasure more than anything.